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Can't quite fathom it... From cassieb in Cassie and Coffee (1 day old)

I have this wierd feeling. Not quite sure what it is. Think it might be contentment?? Surely not me of the miserable cow clan!!! But I think I might have finally figured it out. 1. Avoid people w… more
Pets From cassieb in Cassie and Coffee (20 days old)

My little dog is no longer with us. She took ill a few days ago, stopped eating, barely moved even when I tripped over her (she had this habit of following me round the kitchen). This morning she wa… more
1:20 AM From cassieb in Cassie and Coffee (26 days old)

It's late, I'm kinda tired but I can't sleep. Started having my christmas dreams already. The ones where it's 5 shopping days left and I just remembered I have to do all my shopping! As it is I hav… more
Absolutely livid!! From cassieb in Cassie and Coffee (30 days old)

I'd love to know what kind of planet I live on where it's ok for teenagers to settle their differences by sending around some thug to beat up a 16yr old. My nephews (16 & 14) have been having an … more
Update number whatever From cassieb in Cassie and Coffee (31 days old)

I did try and warn y'all that this would be a long drawn out saga of events. I guess when you get emotionally involved with someone for x amount of time it is hard to sever the ties completely. Long… more
Exams From cassieb in Cassie and Coffee (39 days old)

I'm meant to be revising for a pretend exam that is next Saturday. but I find my mind drifting and I'll put it all off to the last minute. Not sure why I wanted to get a degree now. I'm definitely … more
Downs and ups... From cassieb in Cassie and Coffee (40 days old)

I sent 'yer woman' a message through facebook yesterday. And we exchanged a few messages. Then a comment was made that I made my feelings clear and she still couldn't take sides. When I asked what was… more
Hypochondriac From cassieb in Cassie and Coffee (45 days old)

I have several appointments coming up with my doctor. If you're squeamish then maybe now is a good time to stop reading. I have a coil fitted and it's due to be replaced. Before this can happen I n… more
Friday From cassieb in Cassie and Coffee (46 days old)

Still no communication from my ex-friend. Ah well! And what do you call an ex-friend. Ex usually refers to a partner as such and we were never lovers (honest, I heard the rumours too but we never we… more
Driving From cassieb in Cassie and Coffee (48 days old)

Going out shortly. Going to take a drive out by the coast to where I grew up (it's only 20 mins away from where I live now). I'm gonna sit there and listen to the sea and feel calm then try and spen… more
Just when I thought it couldn't get any worse... From cassieb in Cassie and Coffee (51 days old)

....I've finally lost everything. Never realised people could cry so much without becoming dehydrated. I'll come back when the tears stop and I have something good to say. Bye...… more
Lying in the bath From cassieb in Cassie and Coffee (55 days old)

Wondering where it all went wrong. Apart from my kids I have very little to wake up for. The depression is back and he brought his mates paranoia and bitterness. Suppressed anger has woken up and is s… more
Stop the world, I want to get off From cassieb in Cassie and Coffee (56 days old)

Now would be nice :(… more
Love and marriage and stuff From cassieb in Cassie and Coffee (58 days old)

I think mine is just about done. What happens next is the scary part! Even f*kwit is beginning to realise there is something very very wrong at the minute. Doesn't make him give any more of a stuff t… more
Busy bee From cassieb in Cassie and Coffee (69 days old)

I have been busy. Work, study, back to school and the argument I had on Monday when f*kwit told me that I mattered to him and I told him I didn't. Still waiting for him to say 'but you DO matter to me… more
This weekend... From cassieb in Cassie and Coffee (78 days old)

...I will be achieving one of my all time wants to do things. I'm going to stay at the Europa Hotel :D Now, you might be wondering why that is such a thrill...especially since it is known as the mos… more
I'm so angry From cassieb in Cassie and Coffee (84 days old)

So bloody angry I want to scream and swear. I'm angry that people twist what I say and throw it back at me. I'm angry that people tell me what I'm thinking or feeling and when I disagree it's becaus… more
Dilemma From cassieb in Cassie and Coffee (85 days old)

Ok, following on from my previous rant...'It Really Gets to Me'...I have a small problem. Next week M and S will be spending the weekend close by with some others from the previous night. It is also… more
To new friends... From cassieb in Cassie and Coffee (87 days old)

I have just arranged to go out socially with someone who is a relatively new addition to my life. We're going with a friend of hers who I don't know at all. This scares me. I'm not good with new pe… more
10 things I have learned from songs. From cassieb in Cassie and Coffee (90 days old)

1...Nothing lasts forever, even cold November rain. 2...There are worse things I could do, than go with a boy or two 3...Everybody's gotta learn sometime. 3...I tried so hard and got so far. But in… more
Some things about me From cassieb in Cassie and Coffee (91 days old)

My name isn't Cassie. It's a name I hide behind online. I pretty much hate myself. A lot of this stems from the thought that if my own mother didn't want me I must be a really crappy person. I was… more
It really gets to me... From cassieb in Cassie and Coffee (93 days old)

...when people cannot accept responsibility for their actions and deflect the blame onto others. And then they accuse the other person of being 2-faced and starting it all when the other person invol… more
Another day, another diet... From cassieb in Cassie and Coffee (94 days old)

Well, a new start at a diet. I don't want to be constantly whinging about my aches and pains anymore. So I'm seriously considering cutting down, losing some weight, starting to exercise more and gen… more
Happy Place From cassieb in Cassie and Coffee (96 days old)

I was apologising to my colleagues today about the fact that I tend to grumble a lot. Im one of those achey people, partly, I suspect, due to my weight, and partly cos I've always had joints that crac… more
Hi ho, hi ho... From cassieb in Cassie and Coffee (97 days old)

...it's off to work I go. I really like my wee job. Only thing that would make it better is if it was a permanent post. New staff starting today so that will be fun. Feeling a lot more settled toda… more
Everybody's Fool From cassieb in Cassie and Coffee (98 days old)

Well, here I am, back again. Wondering how foolish can one person be. Maybe it's my destiny in life to have people walk all over me and wipe their feet on the way through. A lot of people laughed w… more
Neglecting again... From cassieb in Cassie and Coffee (176 days old)

I am very very sorry. I have been neglecting my blog and I offer all my avid readers (?!) a sincere apology. Ok the 3 people with nothing better to do with their time :) I've been busy. Easter happen… more
Dreaming From cassieb in Cassie and Coffee (210 days old)

To dream that you have cancer, denotes hopelessness, grief, self-pity, and unforgiveness. You feel you are wasting your life away. This dream also represents areas in your life which are bothering you… more
Ouch... From cassieb in Cassie and Coffee (213 days old)

I am in pain. Every part of my body seems to be stiff and/or sore. My legs ache, my back aches and for some reason my toes give me trouble when I'm walking down the stairs. No, I haven't been invol… more
Cooties From cassieb in Cassie and Coffee (225 days old)

Having children at school the inevitable happened...nits! I spent yesterday evening killing them and removing them from my daughters head, then threatened to shave all her hair off cos I have no… more