I have this wierd feeling.  Not quite sure what it is.  Think it might be contentment??  Surely not me of the miserable cow clan!!!

But I think I might have finally figured it out.

1. Avoid people who make me feel bad about myself.
2. Stay away from websites full of people as described above.
3. Delete from msn all those people who are only interested in my friendship when they need a shoulder to cry then tell me they don't want to talk to me when I'm down. (Apparently it gets boring!)
4. Spend more time with people in the real world doing normal stuff instead of moping about cos none of the persons above are talking to me on msn.
5. Find a job that I really like and seem to be good at (even if it is only temporary, it's given me a real boost).
6. Stop pushing away the people who really care even if they can be intensely irritating at times. Cutting off noses to spite faces aint pretty!
7. Accepting that life sucks.  I will most likely have depression of some sort for the rest of my life but I won't let it take over and define me.

Now, how do I keep feeling like this???