I sent 'yer woman' a message through facebook yesterday. And we exchanged a few messages. Then a comment was made that I made my feelings clear and she still couldn't take sides. When I asked what was meant I was told that a mutual friend had shown her a txt I sent asking if I was being unreasonable for getting upset over stuff. So she took that to mean I was gonna stay pissed off?? I have no idea!! Or maybe it was her chance to end the friendship with me and she took it and ran. Left a reply that I had tried getting in contact a few times but I was ignored so I gave up. I'm sure this saga will run on for a while yet 
Meanwhile I was chatting to my dvd buddy (I go sit on his sofa, munch popcorn and buttons and watch dvds) and he knows a few of the details about the history with yer woman. Was muttering as to whether I should just become a bitch and to hell with it. He said it wasn't in my nature and I guess he's right. I'm no angel. I can be as bitchy / selfish / sarcastic / 2-faced / twisted as anyone. I have my own faults (being a stroppy cow is the main one, closely followed by my amazing ability of pushing people away) and I'm sure there is plenty being said about my unreasonable behaviour. But in the end I try andsee the best in people and understand their point of view.
Another online chat buddy told me my main problem is that I expect the same from other people and they will let me down everytime. Which could also be true. But is it too much to ask my so-called best mate to accept that I have feelings about how other people treat me? And to be honest the pictures and comments on her facebook page have only served to rub salt into the wound.
Ok, rant over.
I have a busy enough weekend ahead. Himself is still coughing and snuffling and whatever that noise is he makes before spitting up into the sink 
We have an invite to attend a 30th birthday party as a family and I even talked him into going out for dinner first. I suspect he's only agreed to it cos one of his mates is dating the birthday girl and the rest of his family will most likely be there. A night with the out-laws!!! Can't wait...honestly! 
Sunday I'm taking my littlies to see a Star Wars exhibition in Belfast. We went to it last year but only found out about it at the last minute so didn't get as long at it as we may have. Found out it was back this weekend so they have agreed to get up early on Sunday morning to get there first thing. I may have to leave the party on Saturday night early...shame 
Have a good one whatever you get up to 
