Do you ever feel like you're going round in circles? Welcome to my head today.
The course I started in October has an assignment that requires me to conduct interviews and do research. Seemed simple enough but can I get anyone to talk to me?? You must be kidding. Doors closing all over the place and now I'm seriously struggling. I spoke with my tutor a couple of times and his only advice was to grab someone off the street or think of a new subject to do my research on. So today I rang the student support office to see if I could take a break from my course. Nope, it's not on the list of courses that you can do that. So my only option is to quit or get over this 'hurdle' and finish the course. She even offered to get my tutor to ring me again since I aint seen sight or sound from him apart from the time he thought he'd missed a call from me and it was the call he'd already rang me back about 3 weeks beforehand ffs!
Thing is, I haven't really been keeping up with my studying anyway cos everything was stressing me out too much. So I'm not sure I'll be able to complete the course anyway. I've already forgotten half of what I've already covered and I need it for the end of the year.
Guess I'll have to wait for the tutor to ring me with his scatterbrain approach to life ( I hate really smart people who have no common sense!) and see if I can manage to fix the hole I seem to have dug for myself. I don't want to be a quitter but sometimes in life you have to cut your losses and move on.
Stupid of me to think I could ever go back and get a decent education. Maybe I should just accept that I'm not cut out for university?
