Finally I get 5 minutes to myself!

My new course has started and I was busy writing an assignment last week.  This week it's half term and my lil darlings have been keeping me occupied.  No rest for the wicked or something!

Life's ticking along nicely.  My friend has decided that she misses me and wants things to go back to how they were. How do I tell her it can never be the same as before?

Another friend is pissed at me cos I told her to shut up. So me, being a stubborn bitch, has decided to cancel my plans for next week to meet up with a few people. I've no time for the looks and the uncomfortable silences.  Life is good and I want to keep it that way :)

And life is good.  I've always managed to hide my depression behind the smiley face, but the thoughts were still in my head.  I have nothing to hide at the moment. The black thoughts haven't been there and I am so thankful for it.  Maybe I need to be ruthless and put myself first a bit more often.  Short term hurt but long term happiness.

Or maybe I'm just nuts and the men in white coatswill lock me away in a coupla weeks, lmao.