I thought I was going to spend an enjoyable evening with my friend and some of her extended family.  It seems my ex-lover will be there with them and because THEY feel uncomfortable being together in my company I'm stuck here at home.

So much for her declaration that if there was a choice between me and him she'd pick me anytime because her life wouldn't be the same without me in it.

I thought this kinda crap ended when I left school...but yet 16 years later I'm reliving losing my best friend all over again...